I realized how much of an introvert I really am doing what I do. I'm not as sociable as I used to be a year or two ago because I've just been so driven by what I create. I love that I have amazing supporters and fans of my work and am so grateful for their praise. How can I stop doing this? It also gives me an incredible amount of satisfaction seeing what I've dreamt up in my mind, putting it on paper, and sharing it with the world.
I've been getting so many great ideas {non-stop} from my friends that it scares me because I know that I can do it all. But wow, you know how much more alone time that would involve?! Sacrificing my time away from friends and family... dates. Haha! Especially this month. It's so freakin` short. Not to mention - my birthday's comin up this week {26th, ahem!}.
I have this whole list in my iPhone titled "illustration ideas" that I plan to tackle. My only problem is the list keeps growing. I just started one project off my list that I've been thinking about for some time. I've spent a lot of time piecing it together in my mind until I felt convinced it would work. I'm really excited because it's one thing I plan to put up for sale for everyone's use. It's convenient and it's cute! ...And I think I spilled the details a bit on my IG.. so stay tuned!
So finding balance among the craziness has been a bit challenging. Finding time with myself and just doing nothing, allowing myself to go out on dates, or hanging out with friends or fam. It's something I'm working towards again. I find myself spending more and more time working on my illustrations, which I love, but I'm spending a little too much time on that. Doing too much of one thing doesn't really balance me out... so this week it's playtime! Gotta take care of me! :) I'm also readying myself up for my birthday especially. Suuuper excited!
xx ss